AND I also look forward to the moments I feel at peace with sitting down to create, to sew, to draw......with out the pressure. I am excited to make things for my home with out the thought in the back of my mind that I have to get things done for the shop first. I look forward to working on projects to put in an Etsy shop that I plan on opening when the timing is right.....I look forward to building up my arsenal of handmade goodies to maybe one day have a booth at a craft show...... I look forward to being prepared.....to having a plan.....to maybe even build up a brand....on my time...on God's perfect timing. These are things I want to do, now is just not the time......and that is okay.
I recently read something in a book that I am reading that kind of underlined my decision:
Too often in our lives, accomplishment and doing overshadow growth and becoming. We frantically scurry around, trying to paint the picture with our activities, but our being must be settled before our doing.
On that note.....I have a lot of growing, becoming, and settleing to do. I am not going away completely, just shifting focus.....FOR NOW!! I still look forward to sharing the things that I will inevitably create and the wonderful moments that I will have, I will just be sharing when I can......when the time is right.
Ta Ta FOR NOW!